I was just watching TV and this commercial came on to show me how I could win something and I wondered why I would want to win anything? And then I realized that most people would want to win something because if you win anything you become a winner and there’s nothing better than that! Everyone wants to be a winner!

Well that’s if they think that they have to be a winner.

I was supposed to die but I didn’t.

I was supposed to be a vegetable but I’m not.

I’m alive, pay my own bills, budget my own money, living in an apartment, I am writing books, I have a BLOG, I have a Website, I take care of myself and more. So I am a huge winner already so I don’t need more! God has been incredibly good to me.

But for years I just believed what I was told (and it wasn’t nice) and I thought that I was a big time loser. But after years & years with no negative changes physically or otherwise my faith is stronger and I know that with God I am a huge winner.

So why would I want or need anything more, especially something temporary from this world?