Isa 38:2-3
2 Hezekiah turned away from Isaiah and, facing the wall, prayed to GOD: 3 "GOD, please, I beg you: Remember how I've lived my life. I've lived faithfully in your presence, lived out of a heart that was totally yours. You've seen how I've lived, the good that I have done."

I wish that I could pray this but I can’t. Now yes but before NO!