I am very happy that I am where I am which probably seems odd to you but I read the Bible every day and if I was as you are then I don’t know that I would be going to Heaven because what I read is not good for the World as a whole. To know that God has done what He has for me makes me feel very good about my eternal future but based on what He has said in the Bible the road IS slim and since He is OMNI, He knows the future which is something that we, as humans, don’t know.