I’ve NEVER had so much trouble simply writing something before but I have with this and regardless I WILL WRITE IT!

I have seen things over and over again that say “They have to bring their best game”. Meaning their best talents or do their best. Now, I know that you know what I’m talking about.

People feel that they have to be the best in order to win in life. We are raised that way and we raise our kids that way. But why?

This may just be too simple for me now but I used to feel that SAME WAY! As a child it was my goal in school, and as an adult it was my goal at work. Then it became my goal in life! In fact it was my goal in everything!

Colleges, degrees, houses, cars, money, etc. ALL tell others BIG THINGS about us and where we’ve been and what we’ve been through to get where we are today.

Now that I am nothing and have nothing and no one I can see where this is coming from.

The Bible tells the story of one who always had to be the best – Satan. He was thrown from Heaven and now controls the Earth. And he has been overcome.

But since he rules the Earth and time is not over yet, he still feels the same way and promotes the same thing, remember Adam & Eve? He didn’t really say that you would die…

Satan still feels that he is better than God but we know different! He’s not!

WELL BEING

There’s a commercial by Purina that says “Well Being, we’re all striving for it.”

At first that feels good, but when you read the Bible it doesn’t make sense.

The ruler of this world (Satan) was striving for that over God, and he lost his place as an Angel.

Satan runs this world.

So of course we’re striving for it.

But when you’ve been blessed as I have “Well Being” has been taken away and I constantly win.

Grasp this right away. Satan may rule but God is in charge. But everything, and I mean everything is pointing towards YOU. Now that makes no sense because God is God and you’re not.

That’s how I live.

My desires don’t matter.

My goals don’t matter.

I am God’s child and so are you.

No question that God has been involved in my life.

The only question is Why?

I lived normally and quite successfully as a human for 42 years. Now at 51 I’m very handicapped and very poor and very happy.

I am getting better and better while others feel that I will die soon.

I can’t remember my education. I can’t remember what I used to do. Memory is not something that I have. A wife, kids, parents or sister is not something that I have. But I do remember and am passionate about God.

I am happy only with God.

So my conclusion is that nothing has changed. Things have changed but I have always been God’s child. I am alive as I am because God loves me, and that feels very good.